My Girlfriend Is A Virgin But She Has A Toy

I haven’t spoken to my fiancée for seven days now. She has called and texted me persistently, but I don’t have the heart to face her after what I saw at her place the last time I was there. It shocked me, true. I am still in shock even as I write about it. Nonetheless, it has put a lot into perspective for me.......CONTINUE READING THE ARTICLE FROM THE SOURCE>>>>>

Here’s the thing. I am a devout Christian. I follow the teachings and preachings of my faith religiously. I’m not saying I don’t encounter temptation, I do. I have just had a lot of experience practicing restraint. When it comes to sexual sin, for instance, it’s not easy for me to fall.

I practice abstinence. Every relationship I have gone into was strictly clean. There was nothing physical, not even conversations about the subject. After all, the Bible did say that evil communication corrupts good manners. So let’s not talk about the sin we don’t want to commit.

Belinda, I’m talking about my fiancée, told me she had never been with a man. I believed her easily. Before our relationship began, we agreed that Christ is the foundation of everything we are building. I was certain we were on the same page.

I believed the fact that she hadn’t done it before would make her hold on to her virtue tightly until I put a ring on her finger. Well, she proved me wrong.

Belinda made me feel like I didn’t know anything because she wouldn’t shut up about sex. I let her know on more than one occasion that I was uncomfortable with that kind of talk, but she didn’t care.

Not once, not twice, but many times, she boldly told me we should do it.

“How can you say such a thing as a Christian?” I asked her the first time she suggested it.

She shrugged. “What does it matter? We are in love. And we will be married soon anyway.”

“You make it sound so simple, but I can’t do it. I can’t sin against God and my body.”

Despite this, she has been persistent in her demands for the thing. One time, it got to me. I got the strong urge to do it. In the heat of the moment, I allowed myself to be carried away. We kissed. We touched. We played with each other’s bodies. The only thing I didn’t do was enter her.

Still, I felt bad when I regained control of my senses.

“I am sorry,” I apologized. “I didn’t mean to do all that to you.”

She smiled with satisfaction and said, “We didn’t do anything wrong. We listened to our bodies. It’s perfectly normal. Don’t apologize for it.”

That was the end of the conversation.

Seven days ago, I went to her house unannounced for the first time. I didn’t even get to her doorstep before I heard sounds coming from her room. She was so loud. I am not experienced when it comes to these things, but I am old enough to distinguish between a woman moaning in agony and a woman making sounds of ecstasy.

There were kids playing in the compound. I turned to one of them and asked, “Who is there with her?”

The boy answered, “No one.”

When one of the tenants in the house saw my unbelief, he told me, “It’s true. Belinda is the only one in that room. She makes that sound all the time.”

Still in disbelief, I knocked on her door loudly, with the urgency of a man trying to catch his woman in bed with another man.

When she came out, she was sweaty and panting. “I knew it. I knew these people were lying to me,” I thought as I pushed past her and walked straight to the room.

To my surprise, there was no one. But she was not exactly alone—not in the actual sense of the word. No, my fiancée was in bed with a big silicone toy. She had Vaseline next to her “playmate.” That was all I needed to know that I had interrupted a solo session.

I don’t know which would have been easier to digest; meeting her in bed with another man or the scene I went to meet with the dildo. I was ready for anything but that. I couldn’t even utter a word when I saw it. I just backed away slowly until I was out the door. I don’t remember how I got home, even. She has been calling and texting me since that day, but I don’t know what I will say to her, so I haven’t responded yet.

As a staunch Christian man, will I be wrong to call off my engagement with her? After what I have seen, I now understand why she is so eager to do the thing even though she says she is a virgin. This kind of lifestyle doesn’t align with my values.

– Godwin